NOTE: For the next several days, I plan to update this post at the bottom of what I have already written below. If you have already visited the blog and read the history, simply scroll down to the bottom of this initial posting. I will begin each additional post with the date of the updated information. Thanks to so many of you who have visited and left notes of encouragement. We are being carried by your care for us. Andy
LAST UPDATE: January 10, 2007 12:40 AM (Scroll Down)
December 5th to December 28th
Our first posting here marks the beginning of a new journey of faith for our family. While we wish that we had both the time, and the strength to speak to each of you individually, we simply don’t. Although this medium is not even a close substitute to personal dialogue, we are thankful for technology that allows us to communicate with our family and friends on a large scale. We plan to use this forum in the coming days to keep you up to date and informed.
History
In October, Muggs developed a persistent cough, and experienced some discomfort in her upper chest near the right shoulder. When the pain began to disrupt her sleep, she scheduled an appointment with her doctor, whom we saw on December 5th. When the nurse took Muggs' vitals, she observed that her heart rate was a bit elevated. Because she also complained of some wheezing, the nurse also tested her lung function. The nurse indicated on the medical record that Muggs had the lung function consistent with that of an 84 year old woman. Because of the elevated heart rate, the doctor ordered an EKG, which was normal. The doctor wisely ordered an echocardiogram, chest x-ray and CT Scan.
On Thursday December 7th, we returned to Muggs’ doctor to discuss the results of the tests. The x-ray revealed, and the CT confirmed that there was a “suspicious mass” in the upper lobe of her right lung. For those who may not know, Muggs battled Hodgkin's Disease as a teenager. The doctor suggested that perhaps the radiation Muggs received as treatment could have led to the development of a tumor. She also indicated that the “mass” could be a fungal infection or possibly scar tissue. While the doctor left these open as possibilities, her tone of voice and body language indicated that she thought the problem to be more serious. As you might imagine, we left the doctor’s office very frightened. God graciously allowed our first glimpse into the possibility of a serious trial with cancer.
On Monday, Dec. 11, we met with a pulmonologist. He expressed concern about the mass, and told us that the mass was blocking the bronchus, and had caused the upper right lobe to collapse. The doctor explained a couple of options for further testing, and decided to schedule a procedure to aspirate some pleural fluid that had accumulated around the lung, and to have it tested for the presence of cancer cells. We were told the procedure had a 50/50 chance of revealing the problem. We were scheduled for a follow-up appointment on Thursday December 14th. Our prayer as we waited to hear the results was for a “definitive and conclusive answer.”
God graciously answered our prayers for quick answer. The pleural fluid clearly showed the presence of adenocarcinoma, a form of lung cancer. As we understand it, this is the form most commonly found in no-smokers.
Our Response
We went to the doctor initially, expecting to come away with some "benign" diagnosis, and a prescription, but that wasn't to be. Obviously we were taken aback by the doctor's diagnosis. While we knew there was a possibility that this mass was something less serious, the doctor's behavior led us to believe that what we were facing was much more serious. When Muggs' General Practitioner expressed her concern over what she was seeing, my (Andy) first tendency was to journey down the road of fear. (Even as I write this, my tendency is to become fearful) Down in the lobby of the building, we embraced, still in shock over the news of a "suspicious mass". Having recently celebrated 20 years of marriage, I remember embracing Muggs and recounting God's kindness to us over the last 20 years. He has indeed been so kind - and His kindness towards us is unceasing, even to this present moment.
We have relied on the wisdom of others to help guide us as we have walked through the early days of this trial. John Butler, our pastor here in Atlanta, and his wife, Bev, have under-girded us with kindness, wisdom, instruction, and lots of prayer. Gene and Liz Emerson, our friends from Richmond have also been kind to care for us - giving us counsel and interceding on our behalf. For those who may not know, Gene is the pastor of Kingsway Community Church, the church we attended in Richmond, Virginia. Scott Hollis, our Care Group Leader and his wife Teresa have also ministered to us, and cared for us as we have walked this road over the last few weeks - we are so grateful for their care. So many of you have prayed for us, served us, and cared for us as well. We are so grateful to God for you, and the way you have ministered life to us.
When he informed our local church of our present situation, our pastor, John Butler chose a passage from the opening chapter of James. These verses have helped frame our approach to this trial, and have helped us get a glimpse into God's purpose for us during this season. We have also received great comfort from a book that Bev Butler (John's wife) shared with us - Secure in the Everlasting Arms, by Elisabeth Elliott. We have since ordered several copies to share with others! Here's the passage from James, followed by some sage instruction from Ms. Elliott:
LAST UPDATE: January 10, 2007 12:40 AM (Scroll Down)
December 5th to December 28th
Our first posting here marks the beginning of a new journey of faith for our family. While we wish that we had both the time, and the strength to speak to each of you individually, we simply don’t. Although this medium is not even a close substitute to personal dialogue, we are thankful for technology that allows us to communicate with our family and friends on a large scale. We plan to use this forum in the coming days to keep you up to date and informed.
History
In October, Muggs developed a persistent cough, and experienced some discomfort in her upper chest near the right shoulder. When the pain began to disrupt her sleep, she scheduled an appointment with her doctor, whom we saw on December 5th. When the nurse took Muggs' vitals, she observed that her heart rate was a bit elevated. Because she also complained of some wheezing, the nurse also tested her lung function. The nurse indicated on the medical record that Muggs had the lung function consistent with that of an 84 year old woman. Because of the elevated heart rate, the doctor ordered an EKG, which was normal. The doctor wisely ordered an echocardiogram, chest x-ray and CT Scan.
On Thursday December 7th, we returned to Muggs’ doctor to discuss the results of the tests. The x-ray revealed, and the CT confirmed that there was a “suspicious mass” in the upper lobe of her right lung. For those who may not know, Muggs battled Hodgkin's Disease as a teenager. The doctor suggested that perhaps the radiation Muggs received as treatment could have led to the development of a tumor. She also indicated that the “mass” could be a fungal infection or possibly scar tissue. While the doctor left these open as possibilities, her tone of voice and body language indicated that she thought the problem to be more serious. As you might imagine, we left the doctor’s office very frightened. God graciously allowed our first glimpse into the possibility of a serious trial with cancer.
On Monday, Dec. 11, we met with a pulmonologist. He expressed concern about the mass, and told us that the mass was blocking the bronchus, and had caused the upper right lobe to collapse. The doctor explained a couple of options for further testing, and decided to schedule a procedure to aspirate some pleural fluid that had accumulated around the lung, and to have it tested for the presence of cancer cells. We were told the procedure had a 50/50 chance of revealing the problem. We were scheduled for a follow-up appointment on Thursday December 14th. Our prayer as we waited to hear the results was for a “definitive and conclusive answer.”
God graciously answered our prayers for quick answer. The pleural fluid clearly showed the presence of adenocarcinoma, a form of lung cancer. As we understand it, this is the form most commonly found in no-smokers.
Our Response
We went to the doctor initially, expecting to come away with some "benign" diagnosis, and a prescription, but that wasn't to be. Obviously we were taken aback by the doctor's diagnosis. While we knew there was a possibility that this mass was something less serious, the doctor's behavior led us to believe that what we were facing was much more serious. When Muggs' General Practitioner expressed her concern over what she was seeing, my (Andy) first tendency was to journey down the road of fear. (Even as I write this, my tendency is to become fearful) Down in the lobby of the building, we embraced, still in shock over the news of a "suspicious mass". Having recently celebrated 20 years of marriage, I remember embracing Muggs and recounting God's kindness to us over the last 20 years. He has indeed been so kind - and His kindness towards us is unceasing, even to this present moment.
We have relied on the wisdom of others to help guide us as we have walked through the early days of this trial. John Butler, our pastor here in Atlanta, and his wife, Bev, have under-girded us with kindness, wisdom, instruction, and lots of prayer. Gene and Liz Emerson, our friends from Richmond have also been kind to care for us - giving us counsel and interceding on our behalf. For those who may not know, Gene is the pastor of Kingsway Community Church, the church we attended in Richmond, Virginia. Scott Hollis, our Care Group Leader and his wife Teresa have also ministered to us, and cared for us as we have walked this road over the last few weeks - we are so grateful for their care. So many of you have prayed for us, served us, and cared for us as well. We are so grateful to God for you, and the way you have ministered life to us.
When he informed our local church of our present situation, our pastor, John Butler chose a passage from the opening chapter of James. These verses have helped frame our approach to this trial, and have helped us get a glimpse into God's purpose for us during this season. We have also received great comfort from a book that Bev Butler (John's wife) shared with us - Secure in the Everlasting Arms, by Elisabeth Elliott. We have since ordered several copies to share with others! Here's the passage from James, followed by some sage instruction from Ms. Elliott:
"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. And let perseverance have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing." James 1:2-4
We are trusting in God's sovereign plan for us during this season. While we don't know the "why", we are getting more comfortable with mystery, and with walking by faith. One thing we know for sure... God's purpose for us is to conform us to the image of His Son, and trials are a part of this process.
Even though our confidence is in God, I (Andy) have battled fear along the way - usually at some point in most every day. But God does not give us faith for our imagination - hear what Elliot has to say:
"We are meddling with God's business when we let all manner of imaginings loose, predicting disaster,contemplating possibilities instead of following, one day at a time, God's plain and simple pathway. When we try to meet difficulties prematurely we have neither the light nor the strength for them yet. 'As thy days, so shall thy strength be' was Moses' blessing for Asher - in other words, your strength will equal your days. God knows how to apportion each one's strength according to that day's need, however great or small" (Secure in the Everlasting Arms, Elisabeth Elliott, 2002).
First Oncology Appointment Today ... Hospital Tomorrow!
Muggs saw the oncologist for the first time today (12/28). The purpose of this visit was to review the results of the P.E.T. Scan - this is a procedure that shows the metabolism and the function of cells. Basically, an isotope that is injected "lights-up" any cancer cells and allows the doctors to know whether the cancer has metastasized or spread to other areas. The scan showed that the cancer has spread to one lymph node, but nothing beyond this one node. While our hope was that the tumor be isolated to the one area of the lung, we are very grateful that there is no cancer present in any other organ or system. Praise God for this!
However, since the one node is involved, surgery is not an option at this point. Unfortunately, neither is radiation therapy. Because Muggs received radiation treatment in her teenage years, the doctors are concerned about tissue tolerance from additional radiation, particularly since the lungs, and spinal column are in the radiation "field". So, at present, the doctors will be treating the cancer with chemotherapy. The initial plan is for her to take the chemotherapy once every three weeks, for a total of 6 treatments. There will be a CT Scan after every other treatment to monitor the size of the tumor, and a P.E.T. Scan at the end of the chemo treatment.
Lately, Muggs has been experiencing severe pain in her chest and shoulder area. She has also experienced significant pain in her hip. The doctor believes that these are all related, and are being caused by a build-up of fluid in the pleural cavity. So, the oncologist has decided to admit her to the hospital on Friday (December 29th). A thoracic surgeon will drain the fluid around the lung - he will leave the chest tube in for a couple of days so that the fluid drains completely. He will also inject a substance into the pleural cavity to cause the wall of the lung to "cling" to the wall of the chest cavity-hopefully to prevent a recurrence of the fluid build-up. We expect Muggs will be in the hospital for 4 -5 days. While Muggs is in the hospital, the oncologist plans to administer the first round of chemotherapy, and experiment with some additional pain relief treatments.
God was faithful again today! We have been praying for a plan of action to start quickly, and couldn't be more pleased with the speed at which the doctors have moved along the testing, diagnosis, and treatment. In the the meantime, we covet your prayers for us. Here is how you can pray specifically:
- That God would continue to give us His peace during this trial, and that we would respond by "pressing-in" to Him, and walking in the good of His care for us.
- That we would hear from Him and not be tossed about by our fears and imaginations.
- That God would heal Muggs
- That God would give the doctors wisdom as they treat Muggs, and that she would have relief from the pain she is experiencing
- That the cancer would respond completely to the chemotherapy
Please visit the blog again, as I will post updates as there is new information to share.We are so grateful for your love and care for us...
For the family,
Andy
"The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms." Deuteronomy 33:27
UPDATE: December 30 6:30 AM
UPDATE: December 30 6:30 AM
Yesterday was a marathon day for us! We got Muggs settled into her room at about 11:30 am - then the waiting began. The initial activity is amazing. Medical questions, vital signs, fluids, blood work, etc. Let me provide some perspective... when we saw the oncologist for the first time on Thursday, we made her aware of the pain and shortness of breath Muggs was experiencing. That's when she ordered the procedure for which Muggs is now hospitalized. Here's the rub... of the three doctors in the thoracic medicine practice, one was on vacation, one is semi-retired, leaving only one surgeon working this week. The oncologist called the practice, and found that the earliest that Muggs could be seen for a consultation was next Wednesday January 3rd. However, the staff person at the practice said to the oncologist: "You know, Dr. Mayfield is on call this weekend". This was all the oncologist needed to hear, so she wrote orders to admit Muggs this weekend, knowing that Dr. Mayfield would see her on his rounds, do the consultation, and schedule the surgery - so, the oncologist ran a "trick play" and here we are!
We saw Dr. Long about mid-afternoon, she dropped-by - more as a courtesy I think, just to check on Muggs. (I'm sure there will be a bill for that!) However, we did not see Dr. Mayfield until about 10 pm last night - his day was longer than ours! We were grateful that he made it to her. He was very helpful and kind, and was patient as he asked all of the pertinent questions, and answered ours. He explained the procedure that Muggs would be undergoing, and what we could expect. I won't take the time to explain it here, but it is a relatively simple (for him)procedure, involving three small incisions. Dr. Mayfield told us that benefit from the procedure would be immediate, and that she would be feeling and breathing better by this afternoon. We praise God for that! We expect the surgery to take place sometime between 12 and 1 today.
Please pray that God would give HIS wisdom to the surgeon, and guide his hands as he operates on Muggs - and that the surgery would accomplish its intended purpose. Please pray also that Muggs does well in recovery, as she doesn't tolerate general anesthesia well. Thanks for standing in the gap for us. We love you!
UPDATE: December 30th 2:15 PM
I met with he surgeon, and Muggs did well during the procedure. It will take a couple of days until they know the "clinical success" but he expects a good outcome.
I was once again besieged with fear as I considered the battle ahead. As I exited the parking garage to take Muggs' mother back to our house, the Lord spontaneously brought one particular stanza of an old hymn to my memory, and it resonates in my soul. Perhaps you are fighting fear as well - if so, then hear God's heart for you:
"When through fiery trials your pathway may lie; My Grace all-sufficient shall be your supply. The flame shall not hurt you my only design, your dross to consume and your gold to refine".
First, thanks so much to all of you who have taken the time to post comments to the blog. Many readers have indicated that the updates have been helpful to them, but perhaps we are the ones who receive the greatest benefit. As the comments come across (I receive them almost immediately on by blackberry) we are reminded of God's specific care for us through his people. How encouraging it is to be sitting by Muggs' beside and while there receive word that someone is interceding on our behalf. Late into the evening last evening, Jeff Fornier left a comment and included a verse from Isaiah. Before leaving the hospital a bit ago, I read this scripture to Muggs as I prayed for her.
"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I am with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you".
Although I am not able to respond to the comments as I receive them, please know that I read them immediately. Many times, I pass them to Muggs right away. Early this morning, she was re-reading them. Thanks so much for taking the time to encourage us.
Muggs had a very hard day yesterday, battling significant pain, mostly post-operative pain. She tried to go for a stoll about mid-afternoon, but fainted and fell along the way. They think the cause is mostly low blood pressure. We are grateful that she wasnt injured by the fall. She was on oxygen for most of yesterday, but was weened from the oxygen during the evening. This morning, her oxygen levels are at 97% this morning, and they are pleased with that.
The thoracic surgeon is pleased with her response to the procedure. We are also pleased, as she is breathing much, much better, and the procedure relieved most of the the coughing she was experiencing when she talked. She has also not complained of any hip pain, but she hasn't moved around much either, so we are hopeful that the hip pain has disappeared as well. Please make this a matter of prayer.
Muggs is battling some pretty significant nausea this morning, and we think this is related to the pain medication. Her pain seems to have abated some this morning - Praise God for that. When I left her, she was resting well. The oncologist had planned to administer the chemotherapy today, but has decided to wait until tomorrow, so that she can spend a little more time treating the nausea. So the plan is for her to receive the chemotherapy beginning tomorrow.
In closing, I would like to again express our profound gratitiude for you. Thanks for lifting us up in prayer. So that you can pray more specifically, I am going to leave you with a few prayer requests.
- That Muggs would experience God's grace through the pain, and that He would bring relief from the pain and nausea
- That Muggs' appetite would return. She has not eaten anything of substance in a couple of days now.
- That she will soon be free of the chest tube - its not very comfortable.
- That she would be well enough to receive the chemotherapy tomorrow.
- That the entire family would continue to walk in the good of what God is accomplishing through this trial, and that our hearts would be receptive to what is is speaking to us.
- That we would trust Him completely as the Sovereign One
For the family ... Andy
UPDATE: January 3, 2007 - Wednesday 12:29 PM
First, I want to take the time to express our profound gratitude for each of you. You're prayers and care for us has been such a means of God's amazing grace over these last days. Words are really inadequate to express our gratefulness to each of you.
The surgeon removed the chest tubes last evening about 7, and is pleased with the result of the procedure. Muggs has experienced relief from the pain that she was having before the surgery, but the post-operative pain, has been difficult. Late yesterday and last night, she was feeling much better, so we are most grateful for that. The oncologist ordered the two chemotherapy drugs and they were infused last night, finishing about one this morning. She seems to have tolerated them well so far.
As I write this, Muggs is on her way home from the hospital. Both physicians have released her. We praise God for this, and are glad to have her home. She is resting comfortably in her own bed. She has been battling some nausea, but I think it has been managable so far.
Several have asked about our children during the hospital stay. Our three youngest have been visiting with their Nana Jane (Andy's Mom), while Chandler and Maggie have been at home, and engaged in various activities - mostly involving staying up late - which they could never get away with if Muggs was home!
For those of you posting comments:
Please forgive the repetition, but the comments have been so very helpful to us. We have been encouraged, and strengthened - at times by your reminding us that you are praying, and at other times by the scripture verses you have shared, like a "word in season". A few of you have posted the same verse, and I want to share with you the sigificance of this particular verse from Jeremiah. Before Muggs and I married, we felt as if God gave this verse to us as our "life verse". In fact, we had this engraved on the inside of our wedding bands. Just last evening, a dear friend of Chandler's named Lauren, shared this verse with us. I am leaving it for you to close our this update:
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to hurt you. Plans to give you a future and a hope". (Jeremiah 29:11)
For the family .... Andy
UPDATE: January 4, 2007 - Wednesday 12:35 PM
All-in-all, Muggs had a pretty good evening, but awakenen during the night with a great deal of coughing and shortness of breath. We believe this to be post-operative related. She had the same symptoms yesterday morning as well. She didnt really experience any of this until the chest tubes were removed, so perhaps this is "normal". She does have a good bit of congestion that could be normal post-op "stuff" as well. The oncologist listened to her breathing yesterday, and was not concerned enough to keep her in the hospital. We have a call into the doctor today for counsel.
Good news is, she has not experienced significant nausea from the chemotherapy, and we're very thankful for that. We do expect her to become more fatigued over the next few days, as that is a side-effect of the medication. Our Camille, Annie and Bridgette are returning tomorrow after a visit with my mother, sister, and their cousins. It will be absolutely great to see them - but they do escalate the activity level in our home. :)
All of our friends and family continue to minister grace to us on what seems to be a moment-by-moment basis. I don't think I can communicate too many times just how grateful we are for your care for us. Many of you who have posted have been appreciative for the specific prayer requests that I have left here on the blog. Here are some current requests ... Thank you so much for interceeding on our behalf.
- Thanksgiving that the nausea has been minimal, and that Muggs has not had to continue with the pain medication.
- Relief from the coughing and shortness of breath that is disrupting her sleep.
- That the chemotherapy would have its full effect, and kill every cancer cell present
- That Muggs would have supernatural strength, despite this common side-effect of the medication.
- That as a family, we would continute to seek the active presence of God in our lives, and receive the new mercy and grace that He has already appropriated for each day.
Thanks for walking along side us as we walk this road. Andy
UPDATE: January 5, 2007 5:35 pm
Since coming home from hospital. Muggs has been experiencing heavy coughing and shortness of breath. She has also had a good bit of chest congestion. This is problematic for her mostly at night. Her oncologist ordered a chest xray late yesterday, which revealed some fluid in her lungs. The most likely cause of this is over-hydration while hospitalized, so the doctor prescribed a diuretic, that we hope will bring relief. It is excruciating for me to see my precious wife struggle with not feeling well. I am continuing to "press-in" to God during this time, yet trust doesn't always come easily for me...perhaps because in my pride and arrogance, I presume to know more than God. I'm thinking you may have been there too! Some of our friends shared these encouraging words from Psalm 16 with us on a post late last night. I prayed through these verses as I prayed with Muggs this morning before leaving for work. I leave them with you now in the hope of encouraging you...
"I say to the Lord, 'You are my Lord;I have no good apart from you'...The Lord is my chosen portion and my cup;you hold my lot. The lines have fallen for me in pleasant places;indeed, I have a beautiful inheritance. I bless the Lord who gives me counsel;in the night also my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me;because he is at my right hand, I shall not be shaken...Therefore my heart is glad, and my whole being rejoices;my flesh also dwells secure...You make known to me the path of life;in your presence there is fullness of joy;at your right hand are pleasures forevermore." Psalm 16
UPDATE: January 5, 2007 11:10 pm
I came home this evening to find Muggs extremely fatigued, and experiencing pain in a variety of areas. It appears as if we are dealing with the cumulative effect of the surgery, and the chemotherapy. I spoke with the oncologist who was on call, and he confirmed that this is likely the case, saying that the symptoms are characteristic of one the chemotherapy drugs. While that provides some comfort, it is still very difficult to see her in this much "distress". We will evaluate her tomorrow, and if necessary the doctor will see her.We are desperate for your prayers on Muggs' behalf. If you happen to be reading tonight, please lift us up.
UPDATE: January 6, 2007 11:07 pm
I woke up this morning anxious about what today might bring - given that Muggs has such a tough day yesterday. But God provided fresh mercy and grace... Muggs had a much better day today as the fatigue subsided. She's actually felt pretty well for most of the day today, after resting this morning. We are also thankful that, for the most part, the nausea has subsided, and she has been able to eat at each meal - and keep it down!
I don't think I can adequately express to you what an encouragement your posts have been to us. We are being sustained by God's grace, as expressed through your words of encouragement and prayers on our behalf. We continue to be amazed by grace, and grateful for each of you. Andy
UPDATE: January 10, 2007 12:40 AM
Since I haven't provided an update in a couple of days, there is much to communicate. The last couple of days have been difficult ones. We finished the day strong on Saturday, as Muggs felt much better as the day progressed. It seems that the mornings are most difficult, and Sunday was no exception. Again, as the day progressed, she felt better. However, during the early morning hours, she became very nauseated and began vomiting. During the morning hours she became very weak, so we called the doctor who saw her right away. Muggs had become very dehydrated, so they gave her some IV fluids and more nausea medication.
Later yesterday, she felt better than she has felt in several days. That was to be short-lived, as about 3am this morning, she again battled nausea and vomiting - with even more intensity this time. We called the doctor as soon as the office opened. Again, she received more fluid and nausea medication. She did not recover nearly as well today as she did yesterday. We have an appointment for Muggs to receive an ultrasound of her abdomen in the morning. The doctors want to be certain that there is no blockage in the digestive track, or problems with her gall bladder. Muggs has always been very sensitive to medication, and we believe that the medications are causing the problems with the nausea and vomiting.
On another note, we have an appointment for a second opinion tomorrow afternoon at 3pm. While we are very comfortable with her oncologist, we just want to ensure that we are getting the best possible treatment for the cancer. There is more to say about how God orchestrated the events surrounding tomorrow's appointment, but I plan to save that for tomorrow's post.
God has not been absent during the struggles of the last couple of days. He continutes to mercifully sustain us, and remind us of His care for us in ways we don't expect. I want to tell you more about this, but want to do so with a clear mind. I think you will be encouraged to see how God is moving in our circumstances to demonstrate His grace and provision. In the meantime, we are eager for your prayers on our behalf. Here are some specific requests:
- That God would grant Muggs the gift of sleep tonight. The fact that we need sleep is a reminder that we are dependent on Him to sustain us.
- That her night would be free from any nausea or coughing that might disrupt her sleep.
- That the doctors would find no additional problems tomorrow during the ultrasound, and that God would give them wisdom to address the nausea.
- That Muggs would continue to gain strength, and be free from fatigue. (Praise God, she has experienced relief from much of the pain she was having)
- That the second opinion tomorrow would either confirm that the primary oncologist is being adequately aggressive, and directionally correct in the treatment plan, or that God would, through this doctor, reveal a more effective therapy. However, please pray also that there would be clarity, and not confusion which could result from differing opinions.
- That the chemotherapy medications are having their full, intended effect, and are destroying all cancerous cells.
- That God would heal Muggs
- That we would receive the new mercy and grace that He has for us tomorrow.
In closing, let me say again how grateful we are for your carrying us on your hearts, and interceeding for us. You are a means of God's grace to us. For those of you who have posted comments, you have been used mightily by God to minister grace to us. Tonight, as I was preparing to write this update, I was fretting about the night ahead, and concerned that Muggs might have another tough night. Just at that moment, we received a comment of encouragement from some friends of ours. I didn't ask their permission to share this, so I will omit their names. But this serves as such a powerful reminder of God's specific care for us, I felt compelled to share it with you. May it build your faith... More tommorrow night.
"(We) can see your house from our upstairs window. Before we go to sleep, we wanted to pray that God will settle in close to you all, surrounding you with His loving care, strength, and healing presence and touch. Eloquent words fail us, and I know that when we have no words the Holy Spirit intercedes on our behalf. God in His mercy and wisdom has given us His Word - the sword of the spirit to deflect the barbs of the enemy - The Lord knows the plans he has for you...are...good...to give you a future and a hope - Jeremiah 29:11. We pray you all sleep well, especially you Muggs. That you have strength renewed in the new light of tomorrow. God Bless you Annie, Bridget, Camille, Maggie, Chandler, Andy and Muggs"
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Muggs, Andy and children>daily you will be in our prayers. His grace IS sufficient, may His presence empower you for the demands of each day. As you cling to Him, please allow the body of Christ to be His hands and feet toward you. We are here for you. In hIm, Glenn and Joy Page
Andy and Mugs,
I want you to know that I will be praying for you and for the family! Thanks so very much for doing this to keep all who care about you informed. Remember Ish.41:10 it is a great promise from our God. I am very thankful to know both of you and value your friendship even though keeping in touch doesn't seem to happen much. You can call me anytime at 770-934-5396.
Cathy Underwood
Thank you for your encouraging and faith-filled words, Andy. We will continue to lift your family up in prayer. We appreciate your time and the effort to communicate on a blog so we can stay updated and involved. Don't hesitate to call for any reason--we are eager to serve you in any way.
Love,
Renee & the McKenzie Clan
"When you cannot trace His hand...trust His heart."
The entire Ellise clan is in our family's prayers. We pray for that unusual and supernatural peace that God gives to those who are experiencing this life's trials and tribulations.
We are blessed by your willingness to allow others a glimpse into your faith walk. Your testimony strengthens your brothers and sisters who are on the sidelines encouraging you to press onward and upward.
Love, The Breaden Family (TKA)
Andy -- Thanks so much for such detailed communication. It is so helpful to hear from you, and to hear most of all how you are responding to this trial. You know how I love Muggs!! Our family of 5 is praying for you daily. Love to each of yours,
Carol White
Muggs & family,
My prayers are with you and your family. What a sweet fragrance your lives and words are right now to your Savior and those of us watching and praying.
Thank you so much for this blog so we can stay updated with your prayer concerns.
Love ya sweet sister!
Jana Biesecker
Thank you so much for the update. Our family has been lifting you and yours daily in prayer since we we heard this news last week (from Linda Hester).
We would be happy to help with meals, or any other needs. Praying that you constantly feel the Lord's tender care as you move through this process.
Blessings,
Patti Johnson & family
Dear ones, we stand beside you during this trial. May you return to God's peace again and again as you find yourselves wandering away. We will be knocking at God's door continually for all of you. Love, Oby and Julie
Andy and family,
Thanks so much for your correspondence! Even though it's been more than 20 years since we've seen each other, that bond of friendship still remains. Please know that Muggs will be in our prayers daily. You family is so precious, and I know that God WILL take care of you! We'll be checking the blog site often so we can keep in touch. May you have a peace that only God can give. We are trusting for healing!
Love ya,
Lynn Clark
Hello Andy, Muggs, Chandler, Maggie, Camille, Annie and Bridget,
The Whitt Family here,
Please know that although miles may separate us...our love, concern and prayers are with you all. Please let us know if their is anything...and I mean anything, we can do to assist.
Staying tuned and standing by,
Love you all,
The Whitts
Muggs, Andy, and kids:
Our prayers are continually with you and we desire to encourage you to trust God's sovereignty and goodness and to "not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. " (Phil 4:6-7)
Muggs, we love you and seek to walk with you as you glorify God during this season.
Scott, Teresa, and girls
We are praying that God will continue to strengthen you and your family through this time and that he will be glorified by others seeing your strength and confidence in these times. It has been a blessing to me to hear your dependance on Him in these uncertain times and I know that you will influence many around you, not the least of those being your children. We are praying that the doctors move swiftly and effectively to erradicate this cancer from your lives. Thank you for letting us be a part of your lives.
Roger and Dana Anderson
You have been in our prayers. There are no words to express our sorrow for your trial or the joy we know that will come through it. God IS faithful and He will walk with you through the valleys. we love you and your family. Don't hesitate to call on the Akins clan if you need us.
Chris and Heather Akins
Andy and Muggs,
Just wanted you both to know that we (along with many others from your family here in Charlotte) are praying for you! Love your family pics (Michelle showed us what Chandler had posted on his Xanga)! We love you all!
Don and Anne Bussell
Andy, Muggs and kids -
Today in church we sang "You Are Near" by Zach Jones. The words made me think of your trial:
When the trials come
And sorrows fall on me
You are my strength
The ground beneath my feet
When temptation calls
To worry about my life
I will place my hope
In the cross of Jesus Christ
And joy will be my song
Yes, joy will be my song
Thank you for your transparency as you communicate to us on your blog. Our faith is increased by observing your faith in action.
We love and miss you. You are in our prayers each day.
The Braccos
Dear Ellise Family....
“I lift my eyes to the hills, where does my help come from? It comes from the creator of the heavens and the earth!” (Psalm 121:1-2)
Your family is in our prayers daily. We would love to help out in any way we can. A while back I read a poem from another friend's site who is also battling lung cancer. The poem is called The Rose and was written by a missionary - author unknown.
It’s only a tiny rosebud –
a flower of God’s design;
But, I can’t unfold the petals
with these clumsy hands of mine.
The secret of unfolding flowers
is not known to such as I –
The flower God opens so sweetly
in my hands would fade and die.
If I can’t unfold a rosebud,
this flower of God’s design,
Then how can I think I have the wisdom
to unfold this life of mine?
So I’ll trust in Him for His leading
each moment of every day,
And I’ll look to Him for His guidance each
step of the pilgrim way.
For the pathway that lies before me my
Heavenly Father knows -
I’ll trust Him to unfold the moments
just as He unfolds the rose.
We love you all,
Scott, Denise and family
Dear Andy, Muggs and kids,
Thank you Andy so much for all the updates on the blog and how clearly you expressed not only the details of Muggs' situation with her health but also your hearts during this difficult trial. As I was reading through the blog a portion of scripture from Isaish came to mind.
" Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the Lord, your God,, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior.
Isaiah 43:1-3
Know we are praying for you.
Amazed by His grace,
Marcia, Jeff and boys
I know the fear that can overtake you in times like this but God's grace and strength will sustain you during these next few months. My family will be continually lifting your family in our prayers. And I am available every weekend for anything that your family needs. Chandler has earned a special place in my heart and he is a testimony to the loving parents that he has. May God immerse your family in his abundant Peace that truly passes our ability to understand.
Jerri Johnson and family
We will continue to pray for healing in Muggs, and to pray for children as well. Only God knows what is in store for your family and this journey requires us to go about it one day at a time. Psalm 118:24 - "This is the day the Lord has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it."
Dana Mc
Dear Ellise Family,
Scott/Denise (our daughter)Miller forwarded a prayer request for your family to us, so you can be sure we'll be praying for you daily. I'll also put you on the prayer list at our church here in Central Florida. May God give you wisdom, strength and comfort during your trials.
Our love, Gail and Don Burgess
P.S. I play golf with a 70+ friend who had lung cancer a year ago.
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to hurt you. Plans to give you a future and a hope.
Jeremiah 29:11
This scripture hangs just inside the front doorway of our home. It is the scripture we claimed after my husband David was in a head on car accident that left him in a coma and with massive internal injuries and multiple broken bones. Doctors had no hope to offer. However, we belong to the God of Hope. He was faithful to us then as well as now, some 19 years later. God built a testimony of His faithfulness in our lives through our most difficult journey. This may indeed be that moment in the life of you and your family.
As you hold onto the promises of our Heavenly Father, I pray that you feel yourself CARRIED IN HIS LOVING ARMS each step of the way. Your trust and faith in the Lord will not only continue to sustain you, but is also a sweet fragrance to the Father and a testimony that will impact the lives of so many others that you come in contact with.
While in the hospital, you may be suprised and blessed at the way God uses your faith in Him to reach out and impact medical staff and hospital personnel you meet. Muggs has the Sweet Spirit of Christ so evident in her life and actions, those she comes in contact with can't help but see Jesus in her. I am confident the Lord will use even your time in the hospital for His purposes as well as for your good.
As you know so well, God is good, all the time.
Blessings, Patti & family
Andy and Muggs-
Our family is praying specificaly for each of you several times a day. His grace is amazing! We know that firsthand and pray that His sustaining grace will continue to carry you moment by moment. He is worthy to be trusted and faithful beyond our imaginations.
I also add my thanks to God for the faithfulness and example I see in your family as you walk through this journey. There is no doubt that He is being glorified in your lives! Thank you for your deep trust and committment to HIM.
We love you all!
Jan Watkins (for the Watkins family)
Dear Ellise Family,
Your dependence upon God during this trial is provoking to all of us. The source of your strength can only come from one place—the grace of God. May His peace surround your family as He works His plan for your lives, for He has ordained ALL the days of your life!
May this Scripture help you to find comfort in God’s divine purposes, reminding you that He holds your future in His capable hands and that His purposes are always motivated by His abundant love.
“Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.” Romans 5:1-5.
Praising the God Who never disappoints,
John and Anita Padgett and family
Dear Muggs, Andy, Chandler, Maggie,Camille,Annie, Bridget...and Pete!
Our family's prayers are with you..every day..we admire your quiet strength and pray that you feel comforted...Just to add bright thoughts to you all.. Over the past few years I have had quite a few friends and family who have been diagnosed with similar stage three cancers..and similar prognosises.. With good Doctors, loving family and friends,faith and positive attitudes they have all survived their ordeals and have surpassed the medical professionals highest expectations.. beating the odds.. A close friend of mine is even back at work and doing quite well. She considers it to be a miracle..We know your faith will bring you through this difficult time... In closing...We leave a special message to the children...Its OK to express your feelings right now..and its OK to feel scared, relieved, worried, hopeful and all of the above..even at the same time! You have many who love you! May your faith be a comfort to you especially now.PS Princess (our black lab) sends her prayers to Pete!
Please let us know how the Register kids can reach out to the Ellise kids!
with Sincerety and Love,
Jan and the Registers
Greetings from Texas...there are times when I struggle for the right words to express my thoughts and this in one of them. I am grateful for the Spirit who intercedes on our behalf. Please know that we continue to cover y'all in prayer daily and leave it in the trusting hands of the Great Physician. Thanks for establishing this open line of communication to keep everyone updated and allow us to walk alongside you on this journey.
God bless you and through Him, create a great day!
Matthew and Lisa Schick
Andy,
God is always with us. Always has been - Always will be. Keep looking up and know that your faith pleases the Lord. He will not fail you.
We Love you,
The Carroll's
Mike, Kathy, Corey, and Kalen
Muggs and Andy,
I spent last night reflecting on last New Year's Eve and the fun and worshipful get together we had with your family.
Although we could never have known what trial you would be facing, our loving Heavenly Father is not taken by surprise, and has prepared you up to this point with the grace and faith you need to endure. How comforting to know that regardless of our future trials, that our Precious Father will never leave us or forsake us. He alone is our ever present help in time of need......
We are praying without ceasing for all of you, both day and night.We are available to help in whatever way we can.....
You are cherished and true friends- what a privilege to be able to undergird you in prayer!
May the peace which passes understanding guard your hearts and minds by faith!
Much love,
Greg and Cristy
Muggs and Andy, At Vespers last night we thanked God for the past year and praised Him for the one He has ahead of us that will be as full of His love and presence as the ones behind us have been. You were in our prayers then and now - family does whatever they can to help each other - we stand ready to do that. Love and prayers, Nancy and George
Dear Ellise Family,
Andy, you may not remember me, but I was a sophomore at Valdosta State College in 1984 and we attended the Baptist Student Union together. My name is Keith Hatcher and I am married to Karla Eason--happily for 20 years.
I am awestruck by your faith through this very trying ordeal. Our God is an awesome God, and I am hopeful that, if I ever have to go through such a trial as this, I will remain as faithful as you have.
Our prayers go out to the both of you and to your beautiful family. We will stay updated through this blog and will share this with members of our church family. God bless you all.
Keith & Karla Hatcher and Family
Proverbs 22:1
Muggs,
Please know you are in our constant prayers and thoughts as is Andy, the children and your mom.
I will continue to keep in touch with Jane and help with the girls here as much as we can.
Andy, is there anything else we can do to help you, Muggs and the children in addition to prayer?
Thank you for creating this blogspot to keep us informed - I will call you later.
Hang on to your faith - God is our strength, our rock, and our healer! Allow Him to wrap His arms around you and feel his everlasting presence....
We love you,
Scott and Susan
Andy, Muggs and family,
God is faithful...during this time of great uncertainty, cling to what you know to be certain-the promises of our Father. Know that we love you and are praying for you.
Gil, Rhonda, Rachael, Jonathan and Libby Anderson
Dear Ellise family,
We are praying and trusting God for your journey. we miss you too, especially at the pool.
our love to all of you from the Morelands - buddy, jeanette, emily, ben, kevin
Andy and Muggs,
With as many friends as you have (which is a shock to me Andy but not for Muggs) and the prayers that have been lifted up in your name Muggs should already be home and totally healthy. With over twenty years of marriage already in the books I would have figured Muggs would be oblivious to any type of pain whatsoever. We get on our knees every night and pray hard until the sweat breaks out for you and your family. We love you and Muggs Andy and you are in our thoughts constantly.
Carson and Cindy
Andy,
Would it be a blessing for you and Muggs to have Jim and I stop by the hospital to pray for both of you?
If so, we will make it happen.
God's best,
Susan
"For I am the Lord your God who upholds your right hand. Who says to you (Andy, Muggs), "Do not fear, I will help you." (Isaiah 41:13)
Andy and Muggs,
Reading through the blog and just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you all today. Muggs, I just wanted to let you know that you are not forgotten. Our God knows your every pain and discomfort and cares about you!
2 Corinthians 1:3-7
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God....And our hope for you is steadfast, because we know that as you are partakers of the sufferings, so also you will partake of the consolation.
Muggs, I am heading out for a walk(which always reminds me of you) and I will pray for you. I look forward to walking with you soon (I should say-trailing behind you soon)!
Love,
Renee
Muggs,
I am praying for you today as you begin chemo -- yes, as mentioned in the comments, I am struck by the fact that "your way is not hidden from Him" as you walk through this. You are being carried on the hearts of each of us here! The girls and I just got back from a walk -- I told them, "No talking on this walk -- we're praying for Mrs. Ellise the whole loop!" Miss you sooo much!
Love,
Carol (for all 5 of us)
Dear Muggs, Andy and family,
Thinking of you everyday - and praying for you often! This quote from Spurgeon has been such an encouragement to me - I hope it encourages your hearts today!
Love,
Liz
"As for His failing you, never dream of it - hate the thought. The God who has been sufficient until now, should be trusted to the end." ~ Morning and Evening, March 4, Morning
Muggs & Andy,
I had hoped to stop in before my work shift tonight but am now on call and may not be in. Know that we are praying daily for you and carry you on our hearts constantly. As I was reading in Genesis today I was struck by God's power in creation - how he created amazing creatures from just earth's dust. We don't presume to know His plan but we do know this awesome Creator is able to care for you as his creation!
love and prayers,
Anita W.
Dear Andy, Muggs and family,
We just want you to know that we are thinking and praying often for you'll.
As I (Jenn) was reading this hymn, I wanted to pass it along to you.
How Firm a Foundation
How firm a foundation, you saints of the Lord, is laid for your faith in His excellent Word! What more can he say than to you He has said, to you who for refuge to Jesus have fled?
Fear not, I am with you, O be not dismayed; For I am your God, and will still give you aid; I'll strengthen you, help you, and cause you to stand, Upheld by My righteous, omnipotent hand.
When through the deep waters I call you to go, The rivers of sorrow shall not overflow; For I will be with you, your troubles to bless, And sanctify to you your deepest distress.
When through fiery trials your pathway shall lie, My grace all-sufficient shall be your supply; The flame shall not hurt you; I only design Your dross to consume and your gold to refine.
The soul that on Jesus has leaned for repose, I will not, I will not desert to his foes: That soul, though all hell should endeavor to shake, I'll never, no never, no never forsake.
"Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand." - Isaiah 41:10
Much love to all of you,
Chad, Jenn and the family
Andy and Muggs!
Oh, how deep is the love of God in
the hearts of your friends! I promise you both, I am on my knees and think so highly of you both. Muggs, I am right there praying my heart out.
One song keeps coming to mind...
"Oh God our help in ages past, our hope for years to come, our shelter from the stormy past and our eternal home." See, we all have eternity in our hearts and in our eyes...because we belong to the Father of Glory who makes no mistakes. His ways are not our ways nor His thoughts our thoughts.
There are many things this side of life I do not understand, but I do know we can trust the love, even when we do not understand. And, for and in many things, we may never be given the answers on this side, but one day, we will know the reasons He had planned when we see Him in His fulness, but for now, we simply must trust. Trust that His ways are not our ways, nor His thoughts our thoughts. WE can trust the love.
Try not to focus on the realities of now....but, try to focus on faith as much as you can. Just glance at the problem and give the gaze to the Cross, otherwise you can become overwhelmed. My Dad had prostate cancer in 1996. The moment he left for surgery, he took my hand and he said, "Lord, take care of my family. I do NOT understand WHY you have allowed this to happen to me, BUT,I know you love me." He is alive today and has been cancer free since that day of surgery. That was ten years ago. Just four weeks ago he had hip replacement surgery because he fractured his hip when he fell mopping the floor, but the radiologist overlooked it...and it led to a break. The day he left for Columbus--Houston Clinic, I was very upset myself....trip down the road of fear..again...and I said, "DADDY, what is happening??"
My Dad calmy said, "Cindy, I don't know, but GOd does!" Four weeks later, he is driving to work and walking without a cane or walker...which is almost unheard of. But, his secret is called FAITH. God honors his faith everytime because Daddy knows how to do something most of us struggle with, he trusts the love.
You are both loved and Muggs, I want you to know I think you are a beautiful lady. You are so full of grace. Thank you for your life.
Andy, you already know what you mean to each of us, brother!! You have our hearts. You are a great guy......always have been.
Love and deep and abiding prayers....and love....Cindy Clark
Mrs. Ellise,
You have been in my thoughts and prayers daily. I'll be thinking of you as chemotherapy starts soon and will be praying that God continues to be with you and your family.
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to hurt you. Plans to give you a future and a hope."
Jeremiah 29:11
I'm praying,
Lauren Kohl
Just wanted to let you know that we are praying too. I truly believe God will use this trial for good as you well know. It is already drawing our church closer. We serve a mighty God.
-Josiah & Francesca
Andy, Muggs and Family,
Just know that an hour does not pass without our thoughts and prayers for your complete and speedy recovery. Andy, you too are in our prayers. Please look out for your self as you care for Muggs and the children.
Our love,
The Whitts
Andy and Muggs.Thinking and praying for you this hour.
Andy and Muggs: We just got back in town last night and Rod passed this along to me this morning. I have been sitting at my computer weeping for you and whispering your names to the Father. To be honest, I tried and tried to think of something that would be just the perfect thing to say. But I was reminded that through all our days in the hospitals, etc, the very best encouragements were those that reminded us of God's Word and those that said I love you. Whenever Jarrod has been sick he has always gone back to the same simple Scripture and we quote it together before procedures, etc. We say "When I am afraid, I will trust in Thee. Psalm 56:3" We say it like a rhyme so that he remembers it. So that I remember it, too. We long to see you soon. Rod and I love you both very much.
Rod and Lisa Smith
We are praying for you all and thinking about you often. Please update us soon. Love, Nancy and George
I am adding you to my prayer list as well. With the marvels of modern medicine, I will pray that new ideas and new procedures come to the minds of your doctors and surgeons to make your recovery time quicker! I too come from a large family, and have been blessed with recoveries that doctors and books can't explain. I pray that this same answer comes to you. Keep making a "to do" list. With the power that you all have as a family, and the network that you have developed~ you will be basking in the victoriousness of your venture. For every possible predicament of man, there is a corresponding grace of God. In other words: For every particular human need there is a particular supernatural resource. For every definite problem there is a definite answer. For every hurt there is a cure. For every weakness there is a strength. For every confusion there is a guidance. "For the eyes of the Lord move to and fro throughout the earth that He may strongly support those whose heart is completely His" 2 Chronicles 16:9
Your heart is right, you have nothing to fear. God Bless your family.
Muggs....so glad to hear your at home and in your own bed!
Praying, praying and praying some more :o) Denise M.
Thank you for the update - you have been much in our prayers and thoughts. I am glad to know Muggs is home and that the chemo has not been too rough. We continue to thank the Lord our God for his plans to prosper you, giving you a future and a hope. Much love, Nancy and George
Muggs,
We are so glad to hear you are home - I'm sure that in itself helps! You continue to be in our constant prayers.
If there is anything we can do to help either from Greer or in Atlanta, please let us know. We're family and that's what family does.... we're here for you! We're also staying in touch with Jane as well.
Yours and Andy's faith is so inspiring to others just as the blog comments attest to - thank you, Andy, for sharing it with us as you go through this "new faith journey."
May you see, hear, and feel God's blessings on you, Andy, and the family.
With much love, Scott and Susan
Ps 33:20-22
Our soul waits for the Lord;
He is our help and our shield.
For our heart is glad in Him,
because we trust in His holy name.
Let your steadfast love, O Lord, be upon us,even as we hope in you.
Dear Ellise Family,
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. I am encouraged by your faith and your tenderness of heart for the Lord. In addition, you are sharing your personal suffering with us as you would embrace the comfort of family members. What a blessing! A dear friend (single mother/fairly new to Sovereign Grace Ministries)called me last night and expressed a burden to pray for you. God had given her such a burden and I felt privileged to agree with her in prayer. God gave us an extended time in prayer for you both and the children. After prayer, I was very encouraged with my friend's comments regarding the sense of closeness she felt as a member of our church family. These were new feeling. This was a real awakening. I thought you would be encouraged by this evidence of God's grace--working your suffering for good!
We will continue to pray on a regular basis. Thanks for the specifics. I look forward to the day when all the suffering and sorrows melt into praise. And we will praise Him together. Until that day, we will receive each day of this journey resting in his steadfast love.
love and prayers,
Sandra
Ps. 34:1-4
I will bless the Lord at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth.
My sould makes its boast in the Lord; let the humble hear and be glad. Oh, magnify the Lord with me,
and let us exalt his name together!
I sought the Lord and he answered me and delivered me from all my fears.
Muggs, Andy and family,
You guys are written on our hearts and we love you dearly. We are praying for you often and are so thankful to God for you. Please do not hesitate to call for anything, we would be honored to serve you.
Love you,
Aaron and Sara and kids
"The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms." Deut. 33:27
My dear friends,
I thought of you today as I read this verse from Amazing Grace.
The Lord has promised good to me,
His Word my hope secures;
He will my Shield and Portion be,
As long as life endures.
I hope it encourages you and that you know God's grace upholding you in a significant way. You are held up and hemmed in by God and also held up by the prayers of so many friends.
I love you all very much!
Love,
Bethany (Emerson)
Andy and Muggs
you are on my daily prayer list. thanks for the blog, it is very helpful.
When i was recently studying 1 Peter the following struck me from 5:7 - cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. what particularly encouraged me and i hope will you was that Peter didn't simply say God cares ABOUT us (though he does) but that in all our anxieties and circumstances he actively cares FOR us. Rest assured that all the power and love of God is with you and Muggs.
Jane and i love you.
Mickey
Dear Andy & Muggs,
I just wanted to send you a note to tell you that I too am praying for you and for your complete recovery from this devastating disease. I am so thankful that yall are close to the Lord and don't have to endure this trial alone. Someone sent me a good word this morning and I will share it with you too: "The Will of God will never take us to where the Grace of God will not protect us".
May you continue to be Godly examples to your children and those of us privledged to know you. Take care and God Bless.
Craig Barfield
Andy & Muggs,
We will keep you and your family in our prayers. Thank you for sharing your story during this challenge that you face. By reading this blog there are many friends, family, coworkers who are praying for you and just letting you know they are there for you. May that bring you peace in this time to know that you are not alone. May you continue to have faith in God for he does not give us anything that we can not handle.
The following prayer was sent to our inbox right after we received your blog link, We thought it was appropriate.
"May today be all that you need it to be today. May the peace of God and the freshness of the Holy Spirit rest in your thoughts, rule in your dreams tonight and conquer all your fears. May God manifest himself today in ways that you have never experienced. May your joys be fulfilled, your dreams be closer and your prayers be answered. I pray that faith enters a new height for you. I pray for peace, health, happiness and true and undying love for God."
Take Care and God Bless.
Mike & Verna Mullen
Andy and Muggs: So grateful to know you are HOME. To me, it is one of the sweetest places there is. Know that today, our family is praying for you. I have been praying for rest, both physically and spiritually. I have also been praying for God's perfect timing in your home...that when you need encouragement, someone will be there, and when you need quiet, the activity will cease for a little while. I am also praying specifically for your children. Praying that they will come to know during this time that they can run to God just as they are, that they will know that God is good ALL THE TIME and that laughter will not leave their days (I know that sounds a little goofy but it is something we have learned in a big way).
Muggs, rest well knowing that as you sleep our sweet Savior is singing over you.
We love you,
Rod and Lisa
Muggs, Andy and family
We have prayed for you all each day and will continue to do so- thank you for your testimonies and updates and for the guidance of specific prayers we can lift to Our Father on your behalf.
We are your neighbors & family in Christ - please do not hesitate to call on us. We can drive, have the kids over, sit nearby, pickup something from the store...
with much love and constant prayers.
the Cooks
Hi Andy, Barbara Leahy (Hare) shared your blog address with me. I want you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Your strength is a source of inspiration for me. More personally, I am still with Microsoft; doing great. Email is terri-ebert@hotmail.com. Talk to you soon -
Dear Muggs and Andy,
We wanted to let you know that our family is praying for you daily. Honestly, I was trying to think what to say that might encourage you and strengthen your faith and then I began to read some of the posts to your site. The fragrance of Christ and the sweetness of the body of believers' words to you and your family strengthened me. I leave you with God's Word Psalms 16.
Keep me safe, O God, for in you I take refuge. I said to the Lord, 'You are my Lord; apart from-You I have no good thing"...Lord, You have assigned me my portion and my cup; You have made my lot secure...I will praise the Lord who counsels me;even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand , I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure... You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures.'
We love you all and will continue to pray.
Always Hoping, Chuck , Pam and Annie Lackey
I'm praying that you're family's increasing spiritual health during this time will be reflected in Muggs physical health - to God be the glory in his perfect and eternal plan.
-james lytle
Muggs and Andy - you are constantly on my mind and in my prayers, weak as they are. I am so glad to hear that things are going relatively well, all things considered.
It occurred to me the other day that even though it is terrifying to walk in the valley of the shadow of death, as you are doing so to speak, is it not also thrilling to realize that there is no reality and no security other than God Almighty and to be this close to Him and this dependent on Him is a treasure beyond compare. It is a special time and will change your lives forever.
I think it was also Elizabeth Elliot Leach who said something along the lines of there is no safer place in the world than being in the center of God's will and at the same time it is the scariest and most fearsome of all places as we seek to follow that which we can only dimmly perceive.
Prayers and love, our thoughts are with you again today, Nancy and George
Andy and Muggs
You are in my prayers. Our God is an Awesome God and can do anything!
Elise Kohl
Nicole and I were so happy to see Camille today. She (and any/all of your wonderful children)are welcome at our house ANY time!
I have been looking for this verse to pray over one of your specific prayer requests - that the chemo wipe out each and every cancer cell - found it an hour or so ago.
Deuteronomy 7:20 "Moreover, the LORD your God will send the hornet against them, until those who are left and hide themselves from you perish."
As I pray for your healing, Muggs, I've been imagining that the "hornet" God is sending is the chemo and that those "enemies in hiding" were the cancer cells.
I pray that tonight the Lord will bless you and keep you, may He shine his face upon you, and give you a restful night sleep as He gives you His peace !
Thanks for the Psalm tonight - it does indeed encourage
in His love,
Teresa Cook
Dearest Muggs, Andy, Chandler, Maggie, Camille, Annie and Bridget:
Muggs - You are constantly on my mind and in my prayers. I thank God for allowing me to get to know you for these past 5 years. You were taking care of my family's needs only a few short weeks ago. Now it's my turn, friend.
Andy - I only learned about this blog yesterday afternoon. I'm thankful that you are able to post so faithfully. You and you family are precious, and you have touched so many lives.
Chandler - you and your sisters are continually in our prayers. You are also very much in the midst of this trial. You are in the best place you can be...in God's hands. That's exactly where your mom and dad are. He is the One you can rely on, your solid rock, and He doesn't want you to worry. Trust in Him for He is able. You are seeing God's love every day as your parents pray and seek God's comfort and peace for you children.
It would be our privilege to assist you in any way we possibly can. You know we are so close by if you need us.
In Christian Love,
Joada, Steve, Brian & Jenny Miller
Dearest Ellise Family;
We have never met, but I feel as if I know you through your blog, and through my family there in Atlanta. I am Cathy Bauers sister, and Sara Anderson and Billie Jeanne Stewarts Aunt Jenny Smith.
First off, please know that many of us here in Virginia Beach have been and will continue to pray for you.
I read your blog last night, and prayed for you several times through the night.
This morning while I was out walking I was asking God for something to encourage you all with, especially thinking of Muggs difficulty breathing. And just as I was praying the song "Valley of Vision" was playing on my ipod..I pray these words (especially in the Chrous) will bring life and grace to you today:
When You lead me to the valley of vision
I can see You in the heights
And though my humbling wouldn’t be my decision
It’s here Your glory shines so bright
So let me learn that the cross precedes the crown
To be low is to be high
That the valley’s where You make me more like Christ
Chorus Let me find Your grace in the valley
Let me find Your life in my death
Let me find Your joy in my sorrow
Your wealth in my need
That You’re near with every breath
In the valley
Verse 2 In the daytime there are stars in the heavens
But they only shine at night
And the deeper that I go into darkness
The more I see their radiant light
So let me learn that my losses are my gain
To be broken is to heal
That the valley’s where Your power is revealed
Muggs, may you feel the Lord Jesus near you with every breath.
With Love,
Jenny Smith-Chesapeake, Va
Hello Andy,
Johnny emailed me to read your story. I am thrilled to see your family picture. The kids look so happy and full of life. This has touched both of us and we are praying for you. Tell Muggs hello. Please keep Johnny posted and I will keep posted on this site. Let us know what we can do.
love, Monica Rey
Dear Ellise family,
Please know that you are daily in my prayers. May our Lord be your rock today, may His grace lead you today. I love you all.
-Nate Bauers
Dear Ellise Family,
I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you all the time, and I know that God has it under control. I hope that your pain will go away, Mrs. Ellise. Remember, God will work everything out, and miracles CAN happen. I'm praying for you!
I just wanted you to know I just prayed for you and I am praying everyday.This morning the Lord brought this scripture to mind.May the Lord bless you and keep you and cause his face to shine upon you. Psalm 67:1.Please know Jenn and I are available to serve, we can come over day and night to pray with and for you.love \
Chad and Jenn Rogers
Muggs and Andy,
Our LOVE AND PRAYERS are with you. I WANTED to share this verse with you.
Psalm 50:15 Call upon me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you,and you shall glorify me.
We will continue to lift you up daily to the Father.
Love, Holly and Kenny Hood
Dear Ellise Family--
You guys have been very dear to me for many years now and I just wanted you all to know that my family and I are praying for you guys. We love you guys!
Romans 8 says....
"Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? 25 But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.
26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. 27 And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.
28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.
31 What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?
32 He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?
33 Who shall bring any charge against God's elect? It is God who justifies.
34 Who is to condemn? Christ Jesus is the one who died—more than that, who was raised—who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us.
>>35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?
Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword?
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
38 For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers,
39 nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Much love you guys!
~Micaela Russell
(from Kingsway)
Dear Jesus, please send your Spirit to breathe a fresh strength on Muggs, Andy and the kids tonight. Cover my friends with your wings and bless them with the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Please send them the same confidence in the Father You had when you were suffering and sustain them. In Jesus' name.
Ellise Family,
Thank you for sharing your "Journey" with us. As I have been praying for you each morning I have continued to ask God for words to encourage you. Hopefully these will.
I've many a cross to take up now,
And many left behind;
But present troubles move me not,
Nor shake my quiet mind.
And what may be to-morrow's cross
I never seek to find;
My Father says, "leave that to me,
And keep a quiet mind.
-Anonymous
Phil. 3:10
.."that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death,"
"Whatever thy grief or trouble be, take every drop in thy cup from the hand of Almighty God. He with whom "the hairs of thy head are all numbered," knoweth evey throb of thy brow, each hardly drawn breath, each shoot of pain, each beating of the fevered pulse, each sinking of the aching heart. Receive, then, what are trials to thee, not in the main only, but one by one, from His all-loving hands; thank His love for each; unite each with the sufferings of thy Redeemer; pray that He will thereby hallow them to thee. Thy wilt not know now what He thereby will work in thee; yet, day by day, shalt thou receive thee impress of the likeness of thee ever-blessed Son, and in thee, too, while thou knowest it not, God shall be glorified."
-E.B. Pusey
We love you and will continue to lift you up in prayer.
Love, Brian & Billie Stewart
(I also emailed you but I am not sure if was the correct address)
When peace like a river attendeth
my way. When sorrows like sea billows roll. Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say, it is well, it is well, with my soul.
Sometimes the greatest miracle is our faith.
Love lifted me, Love lifted me, when nothing else could help, love lifted me......Love lifted me, love lifted me.
Oh, God, what is man that you are mindful of him. You have given man a crown of glory and honor and have made him a little lower than the angels. You have put him in charge of all creation. The beasts of the field, the birds of the air, the fish of the sea.....Oh, what is man that you are mindful of him. Oh Lord our God, the majesty and glory of your name, transcends the earth, and fills the heavens. Oh Lord our God, little children praise you perfectly, and so would we and so would we.......Hallelujah, Hallelujah, the majesty and glory of your name........
Father, this very moment please fill Muggs with your glory...such glory Lord, that she begins to shine and her very skin glisten....Father, over power her with love, peace, and a faithfilled being....and crown her Lord with your glory and honor. Comfort her Father and hold her close to your chest in the night O Lord......Help her breathing this night O Gracious Father to not be a labor.....please merciful God, let her rest and find peace.....Give her strength Lord...
and meet the needs of her children.
Fill Andy with power, courage, and a sound mind......Over power him Lord with a mightiness that only You O Lord, can give. Surround and protect each one.....And, Lord, for tonight, please breath for Muggs. Take each breath with her Lord.
Christ hath regarded my helpless estate and hath shed His own blood for my soul.
In the Cross, in the Cross, be my journey ever, till my ransomed soul shall find, rest beyond the river.......Jesus Jesus how I trust Him.......Jesus Jesus precious Jesus, oh for grace to trust Him more.
Dear Ellise family ...
The Lord put these two verses on my heart for you this morning, praying for you guys!
But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope: The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness. "The Lord is my portion," says my soul, "therefore I will hope in Him."
Lamentations 3:21-24
"THE LORD IS AT HAND; do no be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your request be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:5-7
We love you,
Jenn
Muggs....hoping your breathing is easier today, your appetite stronger, and your stomach much settled :o) You're thought of and prayed for through-out the day (and often much of the night).
Andy - thanks for all of the updates. I am much relievd to hear that Muggs is doing fairly well considering the situation - thanks I am sure to all the prayer rising on her behalf. Remember always that God is our All in All.Love and prayers, Nancy and George
Andy & Muggs,
We have been thinking and praying for you. We pray for God's sustaining grace to uphold you. His arms are strong and His grip is sure.
Isaiah 46:3 says, "I have upheld you since you were conceived, and have carried you since your birth. Even to your old age and gray hairs I am He, I am He who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you."
May you know His everlasting arms.
With love,
Steve & Donna Whitman
Andy, Muggs and Family:
I want you to know that you are continually in my prayers. I have been thinking about the song by Matt Redman called, "Blessed Be Your Name". I have sung and cried my way through this many times and I have found strength in it.
I pray that you guys will walk this journey with the peace that Christ gives. In John 14:27, Jesus said "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." Father knows that you are adequate for the trial set before you and Christ is building His Church through you.
Love, Oby & Julie
Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Andy and Muggs: it is quite possible that I have become officially addicted to your blog. I "check on you" about 10 times each day:) I really don't think I checked on my boys that many times today. Thank you for allowing us to be so intertwined in your lives. You are so much in our prayers and so much in our daily conversations. How is it that when times like these come, everyone seems to gain new perspectives and sweet reminders of God's fullness and and goodness in our lives?
Have sweet rest tonight. Rod and I long to see you in the days to come when you are up to it.
We love you,
Rod and Lisa
Lord, all of you is more than enough for all of me.
All I have in you, Lord, is more than enough.
Lord, my life is worth living daily
because YOU are my reward.
Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight. The clouds be rolled back as a scroll.....the trump shall resound and the Lord shall descend, even so, it is well, with my soul.
Fairest Lord Jesus, ruler of all nature......Thou Art God.
Holy holy is the Lord Almighty.
Worthy is He of our praise.
Jesus, the light of your love is beautiful.
Glory to God in the highest.
Come thou fount of every blessing, tune thy heart to sing Thy praise.
Streams of mercy, never ceasing, call for hymns of loudest praise.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus, Look full in His wonderful face and the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.
Oh for a thousand tongues to sing my great redeemers praise, the glories of my God and King, the triumphants of His praise.
Father.....please fill Muggs with
peace and deep and restful sleep this night. Steady Andy Lord...with Thy staying Hand.
Andy and Muggs, My heart is heavy over all the pain you have been experiencing, yet I am blessed by your perseverence in the faith. Thank you for your example for the saints and your testimony before this lost and hurting world. I pray Psalm 118 for you tonight and claim the victory of our Savior for you (Psalm 118:14). In His love and lifting you in prayer, Joy
Ellise Family,
I have started and erased my post to you several times in the last week. My heart has been so full since learning of this "journey of faith" that your family is walking through. At times I've found it hard to find the right words to pray, but I was reminded of a song that says "When you can't find the words to pray, just say the name of Jesus". I've been calling his name for you guys a lot in last week and Christ has given me the words to pray. I'm praying for comfort for your entire family and complete healing for Muggs. As a mom, a lot of my prayers have been of your kids. I pray that God will ease any fears that they have during this time. Andy thanks for all that you're teaching me about honesty and faith during your journey. Muggs, I hope you're having a better day today and that tomorrow will be even better! My prayers will continue...
Pam Alexander
Andy, Muggs and kids,
We often do not know or understand why our Heavenly Father allows things to happen to us, but we rest in the assurance that all things work together for good, to those who love The Lord. Rest now knowing that your pain is shared by our Lord - He feels the anxiety, He feels the uncertainty, and He feels the fear. He knows exactly where you are, and He knows exactly what you need. You are in His hands and He is holding you up at this very moment. His Love is without blemish and His Grace is more than sufficient. He has great things in store for you today, and He and He alone is the one to comfort you during the days ahead.
Dear Muggs and Andy,
I just received word about your health crisis from Craig Barfield. I am so thankful he took the time to bring us up to date on what is happening with you guys.
My first impression was also to be overcome with fear. Fear because cancer is such a scary journey to have to travel. I know this is not the first time Muggs has experienced this type of challenge, but it must seem so much greater when one considers family, children, etc.
As I reflect on our past association together as freinds, accounatability group partners, fellow worship leaders and confidants and I have to admit that you and Muggs have been more than just friends. Even though we don't see each other very often any longer, the memories and encouragement from past associations is a great source of encouragement for us.
You were there during very difficult times in our ministry. You were supporters, encouragers, exhortors and prayer warriors. We want to be able to provide that same level of support to you and your family during this season in your life.
I would be surprised if you didn't struggle with a certain amount of fear these days. We felt some fear for you as soon as we heard the news. Allow me to share with you what David had to say in Psalm 34. "I sought the Lord, and he answered me. He delivered me from all my fears."
Now, I know you are a family that seeks the Lord. I will be praying God will give you the strength to have your fears delivered from you.
Please know that we would love to assist you in any way we can.
Jimmy Slick
Dear Ellise Family,
I just wanted to let you know that I pray for you every day. God has a plan for your good and HIS glory. I pray that God will give you the grace and peace to walk through this hard time.
"And He said to me, My grace is sufficient for you for My power is made perfect in your weakness."
Love,
Kayla Apon
Hello there Ellise Family, We have been praying for you Muggs and Andy and all the children as soon as we found out in the grocery store from Lori Apon. You are in our prayers everyday and in our thoughts. You are precious to God in His sight and He loves you soooo much! Do not fear as that is what the enemy wants us to do. We must know that God is in Control and "His Perfect Will" will be accomplished. Oh how we don't want you to have to go through this pain and suffering. But we know that pain and suffering brings us closer to our LORD. Know that we love you all so much!
Andy, just want you to know once again that your family is in my heart and thoughts of healing are on my mind for Muggs, you and the children. As always, please let me know of anything I might be able to do to help you during this time.
Though Satan should buffet
Though trials should come
Let this blest assurance control
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.
Mr and Mrs Ellise, thank you for your example of faith in our Savior during this time. I am so encouraged each time I talk to you or read your blog by the example of truly cross-centered lives even when it's hard. Your family is so precious to me, and you are in my prayers daily. If you need anything, you know not to hesitate to call. Love you guys! ~Amanda H
May God's GRACE and PEACE be yours in abundance. We love you and pray the following over you. God is good no matter what our perception of "good" is.
He is THE I AM...
Abba Father ~ when we need fathering
Acceptance ~ when we feel unwanted
Adequacy ~ for our inadequacy
All-sufficient ~ in our hardest situations
Amen ~ when we need Him to be the last Word
Answer ~ for our uncertainty and questions
Author of faith ~ for our unbelief or doubt
Bread of Life ~ for our spiritual hunger
Bridegroom ~ when we need companionship and cherishing
Broken and spilled out for us ~ when we have been used
Burden Bearer ~ when we are heavy laden
Before all things ~ when we are surprised
Cleansing ~ for our defilement and shame
Closer than a brother ~ when we are lonely
Comforter who wipes away tears ~ in our grief’s and sorrows
Defender ~ when we are under attack
Deliverer, liberty ~ for our bondage or captivity
Door ~ when it looks as if there’s no way out
Sure foundation ~ when we’re shaking and insecure
Faithful friend ~ when friends fail us
Fullness ~ when we are empty
God of details ~ when we are frustrated
God of love ~ when we feel unloved and need a hug
God who is there ~ when we feel alone or abandoned
Guide and way ~ when we are confused and need direction
Grace ~ when we are too hard on ourselves or others
Healer ~ for woundedness, rejection, physical sickness
Hope ~ when we are discouraged and want to quit
Humility ~ for our pride
Joy ~ when we are depressed
Keeper and Protector ~ when we are vulnerable
Lifter of our head ~ when we feel oppressed
Long-suffering, slow to anger ~ when we have blown it again
Mercy ~ for criticism and unkindness
Mighty God, our strength ~ for our weakness or temptation
Never-failing, the same ~ when we are fickle and faithless
Overcoming victory ~ for defeat and depression
Prince of Peace ~ when we are stressed, worried, and confused
Provider ~ for every financial need
Quieter of the storm ~ for struggles without and within
Reconciliation ~ for breaches in relationships
Rest ~ when we’re tired and can’t go on
Restorer of our soul ~ when we are bruised and beaten down
Reviver, living water ~ when we are depleted, barren, thirsty
Satisfaction ~ when we’ve tried everything
Song, praise ~ when we are joyless and heavy of heart
Spirit of the Lord ~ when we need to be set free
Strong ~ when we are weak
Trinity unity ~ for mending separation
Truth ~ in spite of what the world says
True riches ~ when we covet the world’s wealth
Vindicator ~ when we have been wronged
Way-maker ~ when a solution seems impossible
Wisdom ~ for our hard choices
Oh victory in Jesus my Saviour forever. He sought me and bought me with His redeeming blood. He loved me ere I knew Him and all my love is due Him, He plunged me to victory, beneath the cleansing flood.
At the Cross at the Cross where I first saw the light and the burden of my heart rolled away....It was there by faith I received my sight and now I am happy all the day.
Was if for crimes that I had done he groaned upon the tree, amazing pity, grace unknown and love beyond degree......
I come to the Garden alone, while the dew is still on the roses, and the voice I hear falling on my ear, the Son of God discloses, and HE walks with me and HE talks with me and HE tells me I am HIS own, and the JOY we share as we tarrrrry there....NONE other has EVER known......
Close your eyes tonight and sleep well, Muggs....He loves you. Lay there in peace tonight Andy....The Lord reigns in the temple of your wife's body....Her body is the Temple of God....He is not only with her, Andy, He is inside her very body WITH her...Rest, Andy.
She is in good care. Close your eyes and sleep...rest well tonight.
My prayer today is for God to cradle the entire Ellise family, ever so gently, in the palm of His hand. May His presence provide a warmth, peace, comfort and strength that can only be attributed to Him.
Lord, please keep Andy's heart in your hand. Father, please, do not let it break...crack, crumble. Father, You alone live and reign within Andy's very heart. Arise, O Lord, O GREAT God, and Loving Father....in Andy's very heart where you live...and fill his mind, heart, emotions, thoughts, and moments with your glory, Lord, to the point that it erases any negative thing that would try and enter his spirit. Cover Andy, Lord with your Spirit. Father, PLease....help Andy.
Lord, take Muggs into your glorious healing power and renew her spirit everyday. Minister to her in such a way Lord that she is so deeply into and aware of your love and presence, that nothing, Lord, nothing, even pain, disturbs her. Take away, Lord, every fear she has and replace it with your love and power.
Lord, I ask you right now reach into the heart of every child Andy and Muggs have and fill them with such a mighty spirit, with such grace and a powerful understanding that they minister to not only each other, but to both their parents continually. Father, please make these precious children so comforted that nothing can possibly disturb the DIVINE peace, power, and order within the depths of their very being. Father, for the rest of their lives, help them to walk in such deep trust with you that they know Jesus in a way we never will.
O great Father......carry this family........and please be with the hearts of us that are their friends and give us strength, dear Lord, to accept and embrace your grace in these things. CC
We are so glad that Muggs had a better day on Saturday. We hope that she has continued to get better and stronger in the last couple of days. It is hard to know the right things to say to encourage you all at a time like this but I would share a thought that God always brought to my mind when I was dealing with my parents cancer and illness a few years ago. God just kept putting on my heart that MY grace is sufficient for you and I will get you through this if you will trust in me. Someone shared a statement during the same time that when I try I fail but when I trust He succeeds. It is strange how God works through crisis. I can say your struggle has made me stop and take stock in what is truly important - God, family, and friends. Thank you again for letting us share this journey with you. We will continue to keep you lifted up constantly in our prayers.
Roger and Dana Anderson
Can see your house from our upstairs window. Before we go to sleep wanted to pray that God will settle in close to you all, surrounding you with His loving care, strength, and healing presence and touch.
Eloquent words fail us and I know that when we have no words the Holy Spirit interceded on our behalf. God in his mercy and wisdom has given us His Word - the sword of the spirit to deflect the barbs of the enemy - The Lord knows the plans he has for you...are...good...to give you a future and a hope - Jeremiah 29:11.
We pray you all sleep well, especially you Muggs. That you have strength renewed in the new light of tomorrow. God Bless you Annie, Bridget, Camille, Maggie, Chandler, Andy and Muggs
with love
Teresa, Scott, Cara & Nicole
Andy,
Thank you for picking up your cross daily as you serve your wife and family with such care, love and commitment. The statement you are making by your humility in service will impact your neighbors and co-workers for the Gospel in ways you might not see right now. In the midst of it all, thank you for taking the time to update us on Muggs conditition. It helps us know how to pray.
Thank you, my friend.
Mark Bracco
Andy, Muggs and Children,
Not a day goes by that we arn't thinking of you all and praying for all of your concerns. Please know that we are with you ALL via the Great Hand of God.
Love, The Whitts
Andy and Muggs,
Early this morning the song on my heart for you all was, "Morning by morning . . . I wake up to find . . . the power and comfort of God's hand in mine . . . All I have need of . . . His hand will provide . . . He's always been faithful to me . . ." I am praying that for you as we all ask for God to meet you with abundant grace. Your blog is so helpful -- and we carry you on our hearts every moment of our day........We love you guys!
John and Carol
I too am seeing your house and moving around inside it with you and praying in all the rooms for the people who inhabit each one and asking for God's grace and mercy - which he gives in full abundance to all those who ask for it - in all the circumstances of your daily struggle to walk in faith beside Him - as I know you do. Much love and prayers to you and Muggs and the children - I feel my hands resting on each of you praying for what you need most this day. Nancy (and George too)
To Andy and Muggs,
You remain in our thoughts and prayers often. We are praying especially today for wisdom for the doctors and supernatural strength and grace from the Lord. Here are some Scriptures the Lord put on my heart for you:
Isaiah 40:29 (ESV) He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength.
Ephes. 3:20 (ESV)
Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us,
We love you dearly!
Love,
Gene and Liz
Lord......Have mercy on us!
Father, please be mindful that we are but dust. Please, gracious Lord, be reminded, Dear Father, that we are but a frail frame...at our best, even. We are but a breath, Father...a mere vapor. Dear Father, please be gracious and kind and merciful to all involved in this. WE trust you Lord. C
Just heard this beautiful song....
You Raise Me Up
by Josh Groban
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary,
When troubles come and my heart burdened be,
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
CHORUS
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains,
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas,
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders,
You raise me up, to more than I can be.
Lord, I ask that you help Muggs tonight. Take away any anxiety she may be feeling before going to bed...please allow her to have a peaceful, calm night. Please take the nausea away and help her stay hydrated.
Indescribable
by Chris Tomlin
From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God
Incomparable, Unchangeable,
You see the depths of my heart and you love me the same.
You are amazing God
Love,
DeniseM
"Be strong and courageous,...Be strong and very courageous...Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:6-9
These are the things we are asking for tonight for Muggs and her family Lord, we pray for rest, for uninterrupted sleep, for healing, for the destruction of each and every cancer cell, for a nausea free night and day, for good results tomorrow, for wisdom and clarity from the doctors, for strength, for joy and peace and love to reign in their hearts.
We are so glad that our last post came to you when you needed it and that it brought you even closer to God. God is so good. I almost didn't post it when the enemy whispered in my ear that it was more of a bother to you and that my words were clumsy and ineffective - BUT God does provide and God does reign and love and trusting in God are our greatest weapons against all fear - So praise Him, our Lord of Lords, Mighty God - He Loves you all so much and He is holding you so close - right at this very moment and all through the night!
p.s. We'll be around all the three day weekend - please send the kids over to play :)
in His love, Teresa Cook & crew
Andy and Muggs,
Sometimes during our trials, we begin to doubt our faith or feel that we don't have enough. The wonderful thing about faith is that very little is needed. The measure that God has given to each of us is enough to move mountains. Know that God's love is not dependant on our strength. Continue through this valley knowing that God loves you unconditionally and will strengthen you when you falter.
We love you,
Mike and Kathy Carroll
Lord.....we do not understand why
Andy and Muggs must take this journey....but, we know you love them. Lord, we choose to bear witness with Andy's faith...that you ARE the LORD...no matter what happens along the pathways you lead us down. We bear witness with Andy Lord that even when we do not understand YOU are still God....you are still all knowing...and we are just very limited beings in our understanding of thy Love. Lord,
we choose to worship your glory even when we do not understand.
But, Lord, you do understand, and that will have to be the answer. C
Dearest Ellise Family,
We are thinking of you and praying for you often. May the peace and love of God rule richly in your hearts!
We Love You Deeply,
The Losingers
Many prayers and thoughts go out to all of you. So wish we could be there to help out!
-Dallas Irelands-
Andy and Muggs,
You may not remember our family since we've only met briefly, several years ago when our children were on the NCA Cross Country Team together. We received an email last Friday from The King's Academy encouraging us to pray. Our family has been reading your blog and praying together for you. We thank you for candidly sharing the details of the difficulties you're experiencing. Our hearts go out to you as you endure so much. The ways of the Lord are mysterious, but I know that He will use all that you're enduring for good. (Romans 8:28)
Muggs, I am asking the Lord to heal you and make you stronger than ever. Keep persevering and be encouraged. The scripture that came to my mind tonight is:
1 Peter 5:10-
"And the God of all GRACE, who called you to His eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, WILL Himself RESTORE you and make you STRONG, FIRM,and STEADFAST."
With Love and Prayers,
Amy von Borstel & Family
Good morning Muggs and Andy - I am so heartened to hear that Muggs is feeling better - what a relief for all of you. God's grace and care for you is so evident in your postings - it is a resource which never ends and which is so easy to miss in the normal events of life but which is so abundantly clear when the going gets rough. Wishing you more and more clarity. Love and hugs from Nancy and George
You are in our thoughts and prayers daily.
Barbara Leahy
The entire Ellise family is in my thoughts and prayers. -Kelli,
Dear Muggs and family,
My heart is full of prayers and praises lifted on your behalf. You are a precious spirit, one that I have enjoyed getting to know better at Timothy this past semester. It appears from these comments, there are a great multitude gathered around you in the name of Jesus; I am so grateful that I can be named among them, having received God's greatest gift of mercy and grace. One verse that I seem to pray most often for you and others is Isaiah 30:15a which is, "For thus says the Lord GOD, the Holy One of Israel: “ In returning and rest you shall be saved; In quietness and confidence shall be your strength.”"
We will continue to lift you guys up in prayer. This is a great time for all of us to be in God's word, and enjoying every moment we have with each other. Again, if there is anything I can do, please let me know.
God Bless.
DanaMc
Andy & Muggs,
In Romans today I read one of my favorite verses and thought of how your lives exemplify this verse and demonstrate the evidence of God's grace in trials. It was also spoken to us last year and brought much encouragement in the midst of our minor trials.
Romans 12:12-Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.
So simple yet so powerful and also such a testimony in your lives.
Praising God for the hope in Him,
Anita Whalen
Ellise Family-
I know you all will all make it throught this. You are such a strong family and we have hope for Aunt Muggs every day. It makes me so happy to hear your strong love for god, and I think of you every day and pray that Aunt Muggs will get better.
I will be keeping you in my prayers.
Love,
Julia and the Register Family
Andy,
Please know that you and your family are in my prayers. I'm so glad to have met you this summer. You are an amazing and strong person. God won't give you anything you can't handle.
Love,
Christina
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go. - Joshua I:9
Andy and Muggs,
I am so encouraged by your words and the words of others. You have a ton of people that love you and most of all praying for you. Know that we pray for you several times a day and as a family at night. We are praying most of all for healing but also comfort, peace, strength and knowledge for the doctors. Now thanks to modern technology we know other ways we can lift you up.
It is such a blessing to see how you have totally rested is Jesus. He has and is being honored and lifted up in all that you do.
"The Lord is my keeper, the Lord is the shade upon thy right hand" Ps 121:5
Leon and Twila Burdette
When the lightening strikes across the sky, His mighty power I see...
And I know that He doth reign on High...His light doth shine on me.
I've seen Him in the lightening,heard Him in the thunder and felt Him in the rain....My Lord is near me all the time, My Lord is near me all the time.
One night years ago when I was
in High School, I got bored one day and I said one night....sitting in the dark on my bedroom floor looking out across the sky..."Lord, I need a little something new...A need a major moment. I need something WAYY out of the ordinary...So, do something far out for me soon...like in the next 24 hours please." Well, by the end of the next day and into the night...the "moment" had not arrived....SO, I sat back down in the same spot, in the dark of my bedroom in my parents home...and looking out across the night sky...I said quietly to the Lord...
"You haven't done it yet. I have
looked all day and waited, and nothing happened....I told you I really needed a miracle..." Well, within MOMENTS....this big silver
thing went flying through the night sky like a race car...IT WAS A FALLING STAR!!! I jumped up....
freaked out...woke up the entire house and ran into my parents bedroom in the dark screaming....DADDDDY...Guess what God did for me tonight....???
So, getting real with God is what He loves...If you need a hug, tell Him. If you need a lot of laughter, tell Him and He will send it...He loves stuff like that.
Be joyful in the Lord your God...Shout to God with a voice of triumph....Oh TASTE and see that the Lord He is good to anyone who calls upon His name!
I'd rather have Jesus, than silver or gold, I had rather be His than have riches untold. I'd rather have Jesus than worldwide fame. I'd
rather be true to His Holy name. C
Isaiah 26:3 You keep him in perfect peace because his mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You
This Scripture came to my mind tonite as I was praying for you. I feel like the Lord wants to minister such peace to your hearts - and that is my prayer for you as you go to sleep tonite. That God's peace would envelop your hearts; and that it would be tangible to you as you rest and sleep.
Our love to you and all your children. Love, Liz
On the way to Psalm 40 tonight,
I stumbled upon a verse in Psalm 37......My eyes just hit it while I was flipping to Psalm 40 to read it....WHAT a WORD in season for me...and for others in need...
So, I thought this a good Word for the Ellise Family as well. Thanks!!
Psalm 37:7
Be still and rest in the Lord;wait for Him and patiently lean yourself upon Him;fret not yourself because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who brings wicked devices to pass.
This is a word for me.....in certain situations I have encountered...but, yet, it hold meaning for your family in the first part of the verse.
God Bless. Thanks, Andy!
Our faith has found a resting place not in device nor creed...
I trust the ever living one, His wounds for me shall plead. I need no other argument, I need no other plea......It is enough that Jesus died and that He died for me.
Need not fear.......for you do have faith, Andy. But, it is our minds that race ahead....of us....
to places we may never go....or aren't to yet. So, God is not there, that is why it creates fear within you...God is not there if He has not taken you there yet...because He only takes us to places He has prepared in advance for us.....and He doesn't even provide the strength and grace
for the good moments and the harder ones....until HE takes us there. So, your faith has found a resting place.....in the here and in the now...My faith is growing in all these things you all are sharing with us also. THANKS. C
When I am afraid, I will put my trust in You. Psalms 56:3
I am thanking and praising God that you are going into this battle armed with the....
"Voice of Truth"
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat and then
on to the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand
But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
Chorus:
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes
to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand
But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
Chorus:
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth
But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
On top of them lookin' down
I soar with the wings of EAGLES
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me
Chorus:
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe-
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth
I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe the Voice of truth
I will listen and believe
Cause Jesus you are the voice of truth
And I will listen to you, you are-
"Casting Crowns"
Love, Bob, Joyce, Rachel and Joe Lee
Dear Muggs,Andy, and kids...
The kids and I said a healing prayer for you and your family in temple the other morning.. it has a beautiful message so I thought we would share it with you..
Oh God, in our hearts we name those who are facing illness and pain. We join our prayers with the prayers of all who love them. Give them renewed comfort and courage. Strengthen in them the healing powers you have placed within us all. Guide the hands and hearts of those who are entrusted with their care. May the knowledge of Your love and ours give added hope to them and to their dear ones. May they find even greater strength because our prayers are linked with theirs. Ba-ruch A-ta, Adonai, Ro-fei ha-cho-lim. Blessed are You, Adonai, healer of the sick.
...And a cheerful note to end with.. I just talked to my friend today who has been living with stage 4 cancer for many years.. she beat it and is past the ten year mark... and is so grateful to be alive and well..thanks to God..
sending love your way,
Jan, Dave and Register kids
Hi Muggs & Andy:
We are praying for you today. We were reminded so simply that in the midst of much change, God is unchanging. His love, faithfulness, and care never cease! He is carrying you each moment by moment.
Love you all-
Brian, Ronda & kids
Praying for you this morning as you prepare for another round of chemo - hope it goes better this time and that it is working effectively. Love, Nancy
Dear God, I give you Muggs and Andy today. Keep them in your care. Calm their nerves and prepare their hearts and ears for the news the Dr. has for them today. We love them so and we wrap our love around them. Lord, Muggs is yours, Father, If it is thy will I ask for your healing. I pray that you shrink the tumor and take it away. I pray that you eliminate all other places that it may have spread. God thy will be done. We love and honor you and give you all the glory. We thank you for Muggses strength and courage she is showing. We thank you for her family. Help us who are supporting her give us the words, wisdom,a nd courage to strengthen them. We love you Lord. In your name we pray Amen.
I enjoyed our brief visit yesterday and am thrilled to hear about the tumor's response to the chemo. I know you must be excited, but please try to stay off the trampoline. I don't want to see you on the news after you're catapulted into the neighbor's tree or find your face on a milk carton because you've disappeared through the hole never to be seen again. :) I'm glad we can laugh together and I'm looking forward to seeing you again soon! Love, Julie
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